I did this journal spread, a couple of days ago, with my Happy Planner stickers and really loved it. It really sums up my life and purpose in life, a Faith Warrior who helps shine light into this world. I feel that I have grown so much in these last couple of months, and that my Faith has a lot to do with that growth. I am not afraid to be counted, to stand up for what I truly believe, and I haven’t felt like that for awhile, maybe if I am honest years would be a truthful estimate.
I also feel that my existence brings hope and happiness to the people who are in my life, but also all the others I meet throughout my day. My purpose is to nurture and care for children I teach, but also bring strength times get tough. I don’t mean any of this in a conceited way, and hope that this post doesn’t come across in that way at all. I am as human as the next person, but feel lately that the world and this universe is bigger than anybody else.
Processing as well a lot of what has gone in my life, these past couple of years too has made me see things a lot differently. Going through Cancer twice, along with surgeries and treatment has helped me find strength and now I am ready to tell other’s about that experience. Something I never thought I would of since, it has been hell at times. And yet to heal I want to let go of all that pain and bad times, to do that I do what I know, and that is to journal and write about it.
This is taking me awhile to compose, as blog posts go, and yet with every single word I type, I feel myself learning to breath again. My Faith has a lot to do with how I see myself and the people around me. I also feel that God has got my back, and that I can let go and let him lead me. It really is a comforting and freeing experience for me, and I realize that letting go I am able to be me and that is more than enough for me.
I know some people may not understand what I am saying, and you know that is quite alright by me. We are all different and unique human beings, but you can not go through what I have, without it changing you in some way. I have more tolerance to people, whereas before I only ever really liked working with the children and not really dealing with adults. Now I am more than comfortable with everyone.
I realize that life is precious and that it has meaning as well. And that you can live 100 years or 5 years it doesn’t matter, it is what you do with that time God gives you. I am living for me and for my Faith and it feels terrific. And that is why I call myself a Faith Warrior, someone who helps bring: Faith, Hope, Love, Belief and Strength.
So Adieu for now Kitty-Kat xox