Sometimes Faith, is all we really have in this world, that we find ourselves stumbling around in. Trust goes along with Faith, and at times harder to give to even Heavenly Father, Himself. But Faith is what we truly need in most right now. And so a leap of blind faith is what we need to do in 2021. Life has been very trying indeed, but you can not have the rainbows without the rain.
We need to trust God’s plan for us, he sees greater than we ever could. We are simply one grain of sand upon a beach, nothing more or less. And when it comes down to it, do you really want all the hassle, that the architect of the universe deals with day to day basis ? No of course NOT so instead leave it up to Him.
I feel like it is an empty page before me, that anything could be written upon it. Clean slate, a time to let myself simply be free to be me, and not anything less or more. It is simply freeing experience and one that needs you to give up a lot of baggage and preconceived notions about life and yourself. Caution to the wind kinda of thinking you could very well say…
I feel more cared for by God, that I am never truly alone. All I need to do is say help me God, the weight lifts, maybe bad things still happen, but the main point is I am never alone. God is there for me to live my life, but never completely lonely. Strength comes from within my soul, I get that, but I also realize that it comes from knowing He has my back. Maybe I will stumble, but He will never let me fall completely.
I am also very lucky to have family and friends around that help me through the rough times. I also get not everyone is blessed with those kind of people in their lives. I am also finding my own tribe, which funny enough isn’t at all what I thought was important to me, desperately so.
I wanna have fun and laugh until I cry, and yes times can get tough, but you need to balance it all out. Of course with God along for the ride, never a passenger, no in the driver’s seat.
Have an awesome day xox