I had to step away from my blog for awhile, health issues meant my health was more important to me than my blog and writing for it was. So here I am back again and writing like a manic to get this out to you all in the blogosphere. Time to myself I often guard quite fiercely, I know most of the time I am expected to be bubbly and talkative. Sometimes I simply can’t play that role, I feel too bruised in my soul. I need time to recharge and then I am good to go.
I don’t think there is anything wrong with spending some time alone. How else will you learn anything about your own self ? I know that acting something I am not really drains my emotional stability. And let’s face it time away from people means you can learn to play nice again. I have though been doing a lot of self-reflection in my journals and finding out I am really quite an okay person to be around. Journaling has become the key of my new found happiness and calm. I am so glad it has come back into my life.
The health issues, I don’t really want to go into any great detail. I simply want to focus on myself and hopefully learn from this little blimp in my life. I am strong and I will stand firm, I just didn’t feel like venting on social media. It’s funny about that, that I am out spoken, but prefer to remain in the background with certain things. I know I can write whatever I want on my blog, but would never dream of doing that at all. There are so many ways that kind of brutal talk could really hurt somebody.
I think that will be all for now, I need to go too bed sooner rather than later. Ciao for now